probably getting twitter banned for saying "jack is bad"
my last fake one lit just expired
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RudyRuetigger
SBR Aristocracy
08-24-10
65086
#72
steve original contract is that you were being nice to send 200 points and its a gift
i see you lost at poker last night, do not blame me
i just signed up at creditkarma and CONSOLIDATED ************
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#73
Originally posted by reigle9
jack is bad, i went through a phase too...i really dont know how i ever drank a ton of dark booze (while blacking out a fifth of local whiskey just last week, but the first in a LONG time)
really anymore, when i go out, i dont even care, ice shit down, exhale out your mouth and it's just alcoholic fluid that's all the same
lol every day that passes, the less i care about bo's...played poker at work dude's house a couple weeks ago, remembered nothing, he said how wasted i was...few hours pass and he's kinda weird "you're not mad at me for anything are you?" no, im not, but you were really pissing those guys off...ha why? "you kept throwing chips at the guy you thought was italian"
-HAHAHAHAHA
i care less and think my bo's are funnier each one
can't talk shit to stupid people at a poker table to get them off their game in 2019, half the fuckin strategy in the day before everyone turned \*\*\*\*\*\*
No friends around here to blackout with. Would be better than doing it around family. Shiiit.
Any booze with color is no good for me now except Jameson. Can’t do the flavors anymore. I can, but I’d rather not.
My mouth gets me in trouble too much. The truth comes out when I’m gone. People don’t like the truth, and then I gotta pretend like I didn’t really mean it and it was just the booze. Last time I was texting with my sister and told her some shit that I was holding in for years. Actually don’t mind that one. Fck her. Couldn’t care less there.
Before that I spent a whole car ride laughing and telling my mom’s boyfriend he’s a fckin idiot. Not untrue, but he’s a nice guy who didn’t deserve that one. See now last week I drank Svedka and all that happened is I passed out at 5 on the couch with booze left in the bottle which is unheard of. I’m limiting myself to just a 750 ml now, and never two days in a row. Hmm that’s a fifth. Didn’t know that. Thought it was one down. Makes more sense now.
I don’t really blame the booze for anything. I’m my own dumbass as is. Just gotta tell them that. If I get caught boozing again then I’ll be out on my ass so gotta tow the company line. Not sure how no one knew that I was drunk when I was angry texting my sister. Dodged some bullets last week. Living the damn dream. Just waiting to get on subutex so I can get my fix from that and then be a normal member of society. Boozing occasionally, but no more to the point of withdrawaling. No more hospitals, rehabs, or jail for me. Next step is death. That’s the only place I’m going from here on out. I’ll have the drinks ready on the other side. Looks like I’ll at least make it to my 25K mark. My crowning achievement.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#80
once you get that shit, it won't be enough
i know how this works lol...obviously you do too
it sounds super duper fuckin gay, but i got kratom yesterday...worked way better than i wouldve guessed (took 2 with beer after smoking dabs, so maybe not as good as i thought)
thought once i could get good pot, i wouldve want to drink so much
NOPE, just do em fuckin all
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RudyRuetigger
SBR Aristocracy
08-24-10
65086
#81
Originally posted by reigle9
once you get that shit, it won't be enough
i know how this works lol...obviously you do too
it sounds super duper fuckin gay, but i got kratom yesterday...worked way better than i wouldve guessed (took 2 with beer after smoking dabs, so maybe not as good as i thought)
thought once i could get good pot, i wouldve want to drink so much
NOPE, just do em fuckin all
this guy is telling me what sounds super duper fuckin gay
wow, just wow
anything you want to tell us bro?
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stevek173
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03-29-08
27598
#82
rudy shut your mouth man
out of line
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#83
Originally posted by RudyRuetigger
this guy is telling me what sounds super duper fuckin gay
wow, just wow
anything you want to tell us bro?
rudy trying to shit talk me And out of school........just unreal
i'll tell you anything that you want to know, i'm sure you're missing a lot
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#84
Originally posted by reigle9
once you get that shit, it won't be enough
i know how this works lol...obviously you do too
it sounds super duper fuckin gay, but i got kratom yesterday...worked way better than i wouldve guessed (took 2 with beer after smoking dabs, so maybe not as good as i thought)
thought once i could get good pot, i wouldve want to drink so much
NOPE, just do em fuckin all
Luckily I haven’t tried to figure out where dope is down here yet so I’ll try to make it be enough. I’ve stayed off shit for around a year before with it. I shoot it but oh well. That helps my cravings as I love that shit as much as the drug. It’s sick but is what it is.
It eventually won’t be enough but that’s alright. Maybe I get my shit together while it is. Just got to bank up a bit, go on a gambling run and I’ll be back. Need to get back to playing poker. I know I can profit off that but my biggest runs come just hitting 4-5 winners in a row. Will only take me a few shots with a hundo to turn it into 2K+. Plus I can always sell them too.
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RudyRuetigger
SBR Aristocracy
08-24-10
65086
#85
Originally posted by reigle9
rudy trying to shit talk me And out of school........just unreal
i'll tell you anything that you want to know, i'm sure you're missing a lot
huh
just tell me about the birds and bees birds
thanks
actually save the birds and birds for oprah
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RudyRuetigger
SBR Aristocracy
08-24-10
65086
#86
Originally posted by stevek173
rudy shut your mouth man
out of line
what did i do to you bro?
i thought we were friends?????
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#87
Is Kratom expensive? Everyone seems to love that shit. I have room for another addiciton.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#88
money is a good motivator, but idk how short term money can be, seems like a detriment to me really...didnt even know you played poker (prob said that 10 times over the years), you def don't strike me as a poker player
idk, maybe cause you kinda remind me of my friend with massive add/adhd (whatever the fuckin diff is)...he was a putting dope up his ass across the border level junkie, now doing better than me in life (temp), no reason why you can't if he can
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#89
milligram's ffs, is it even necessary to edit mon-gram, this isnt 2003, everyone knows the fukkin score sbr
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#90
Originally posted by reigle9
money is a good motivator, but idk how short term money can be, seems like a detriment to me really...didnt even know you played poker (prob said that 10 times over the years), you def don't strike me as a poker player
idk, maybe cause you kinda remind me of my friend with massive add/adhd (whatever the fuckin diff is)...he was a putting dope up his ass across the border level junkie, now doing better than me in life (temp), no reason why you can't if he can
Hah. I’m only thinking short term success. Long term I’m completely fcked. Yeah got ADHD but don’t even like to acknowledge that shit since most people can say they have it.
I love any competition, and I love gambling. Nothing better than poker since you only really have to use your head to compete. Playing basketball just doesn’t do it these days. And I can be on whatever drugs I want while playing and still do alright. Adderall and it’s over. I’m gonna end up in the black most of the time. Variance and all that. I’m addicted to anything I take a liking to. I got a taste of life when I could have whatever I wanted and do whatever I wanted so now I have no desire to dick around with work.
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#91
Damn that isn’t bad. I’d be taking the max dose by the end of the week.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#92
we'll get back to our regularly scheduled therapy session right after this, but i just have to poinbt out how bad media is
i put hank jr on youtube, start drinking, and let it play...so shit like hank, waylon, some of your better new guys like travis tritt play all day
i can totally fuckin understand how youtube puts this in my playlist
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#93
Originally posted by Cuse0323
Damn that isn’t bad. I’d be taking the max dose by the end of the week.
message my friend last night, "i think im already addicted"
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stevek173
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
03-29-08
27598
#94
Originally posted by RudyRuetigger
what did i do to you bro?
i thought we were friends?????
Rudy -
These guys are clearly cooler than you and actually having a good conversation among men - not wannabe Happy Gilmores that binge drink wine coolers and pound generic brand twinkies all day.
I'm more of an older brother to you than a friend, even though I think I am actually younger than you.
Keep it in line man.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#95
Originally posted by Cuse0323
I love any competition, and I love gambling. Nothing better than poker since you only really have to use your head to compete. Playing basketball just doesn’t do it these days. And I can be on whatever drugs I want while playing and still do alright. Adderall and it’s over. I’m gonna end up in the black most of the time. Variance and all that. I’m addicted to anything I take a liking to. I got a taste of life when I could have whatever I wanted and do whatever I wanted so now I have no desire to dick around with work.
word, perfect for me
never thought i could have a real job either, but gotta do what you gotta do...only a little longer and i should be able to put that in the past and never look back
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#96
What else you watching to get a makeup relay race? Now I’m gonna have that shit in my suggested.
I had the job for me when I was younger but got the money and bailed on it. Now I have no clue. I suck at selling drugs so that’s out. I just wanna be a broke dikk fck security guard who sits in a chair all night.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#97
nothing, i do literally what i said i do...start with hank jr and let it play, this is the fake \*\*\*\*\*\* world that we live in...went to waylon after
dude i swear you're my friend and im a coma from 10 years ago, sec guard was going to be his default...have you trained jiu-jitsu?
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#98
Nope. I should have. Built like a tank. Now just a lazy out of shape one.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#99
oh yeah! i did see a pic of you one time, prob what set in my head that you remind me of him
you a mick?
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Cuse0323
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-09-09
30169
#100
Originally posted by reigle9
oh yeah! i did see a pic of you one time, prob what set in my head that you remind me of him
you a mick?
Got a bit in me but just a mutt. Irish, German, Ukrainian, Norwegian, Polish, and some other shit I’m sure. No Italian though. Countries that can drink and deal with the cold.
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beavis13
SBR MVP
06-18-14
2823
#101
Beer is delicious. On my third one today. There will be a lot more after this one too.
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#102
Originally posted by Cuse0323
Got a bit in me but just a mutt. Irish, German, Ukrainian, Norwegian, Polish, and some other shit I’m sure. No Italian though. Countries that can drink and deal with the cold.
i'm probably mutt too, i just like to claim italian cause it's fun and makes sense outside of my last name ha...dikk, nose, hair, ego, attitude, food, outlook on women, etc
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#103
idk how you guys drink anymore than 1 beer
woke up today wanting to drink, didnt want to, fukk it, got a pizza, and drank a beer with it...wanted to pass out for life
couple vodkers in and im ready to rock
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#104
cuse, i know for fact you'd love hank jr if you'd just give him a chance
impossible to not like, for people like us
i spent the first 30 years of my life listening to nonsense
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reigle9
SBR Posting Legend
10-25-07
17879
#105
they aint got no scars, they aint got no feel
they dont know nuthin bout whiksey bent and hell bound