i think im demented

**19th Hole** · 05-12-18, 09:32 PM

Buck up lad.

**bonusguy** · 05-12-18, 09:36 PM

Originally posted by 19th Hole

Buck up lad.

i feel ok tonight actually. i like my min security prison idea. maybe in colorado after my mother passes. i just need tv, really need tv

**MikeTizzy** · 05-13-18, 12:02 AM

i say, watch more gay porn. you should good to go after that!

**Auto Donk** · 05-13-18, 01:00 AM

Originally posted by MikeTizzy

i say, watch more gay porn. you should good to go after that!

that's what got him into this mess....

well, letting his wife find it got him into this mess.....

**PittsburghPlayer** · 05-13-18, 01:12 AM

there is nothing funny about binge drinking
yes, actually there is, but in case you have really done brain damage I do not want to make fun of you

hoping that someone else does though, just for laughs

feel better

**juicername** · 05-13-18, 02:07 AM

Originally posted by bonusguy

i think so. 5 years of binge drinking cost me 15 years of brain health. i really blew it there

It seems very likely.

**shari91** · 05-13-18, 02:14 AM

Originally posted by bonusguy

i feel ok tonight actually. i like my min security prison idea. maybe in colorado after my mother passes. i just need tv, really need tv

What? You want to go to prison?

**cincinnatikid513** · 05-13-18, 02:21 AM

most people have issues its how you deal with them and if its get too much seek help your post have been out there maybe u are seeking help for whatever is going on in your life

**unde0087** · 05-13-18, 02:54 AM

bonusguy get help pal before its too late

**jjgold** · 05-13-18, 05:01 AM

Terrible

**slayer14** · 05-13-18, 05:06 AM

Mate there a lot of free clinics in USA to get clean if you want

**cincinnatikid513** · 05-13-18, 05:33 AM

disregard

**sweethook** · 05-13-18, 07:39 AM

save the world , raise your kids with ass whippins

**thechaoz** · 05-13-18, 10:47 AM

5 years? I'm going on 20. It affects your ability to give a penetrate, which frankly, has made my life great.

If it don't got a ring, it ain't my thing.

**gauchojake** · 05-13-18, 10:54 AM

Originally posted by shari91

What? You want to go to prison?

Yes but only for the TV not the gay sex

**HurryUpAndDrink** · 05-13-18, 12:36 PM

wtf is going on here? bg email me wtf

**bonusguy** · 05-13-18, 02:55 PM

Originally posted by shari91

What? You want to go to prison?

its an option in the future. most likely after my mother passes, sit down with my sister and make a plan for commisary money. then walk into local pd and tell them i am a danger

not that i am a danger now. or would be. but i would rather be put away and forgotten about

**hotcross** · 05-13-18, 03:52 PM

^^^doing that would get you to a mental institution, which is similar to prison in some ways, but not the same thing

**PittsburghPlayer** · 05-13-18, 05:36 PM

Dude, Call me
I went through that shit already... with the benefit of watching my siblings turn their backs on their Mother

you may be in a form of prison now, and the future certainly sucks some big balls
but you have to honor your Mother
always

something ALL gamblers agree on

Originally posted by bonusguy

its an option in the future. most likely after my mother passes, sit down with my sister and make a plan for commisary money. then walk into local pd and tell them i am a danger

not that i am a danger now. or would be. but i would rather be put away and forgotten about

**Bostongambler** · 05-13-18, 05:41 PM

Originally posted by PittsburghPlayer

Dude, Call me
I went through that shit already... with the benefit of watching my siblings turn their backs on their Mother

you may be in a form of prison now, and the future certainly sucks some big balls
but you have to honor your Mother
always

something ALL gamblers agree on

We are agreeing on sucking big balls in the future? I’m not agreeing on that.

**bonusguy** · 05-13-18, 07:31 PM

thanks for the kind words everyone. im 6 months sober. soon 7

from what ive read it takes a year to see real results. so things will get better. i just dont like the lonely nights, but those might not last forever either

**bonusguy** · 05-13-18, 07:32 PM

**gauchojake** · 05-13-18, 08:12 PM

Are you white knuckling it or going to any sort of 12 step program? Are you on any anti depressants?

**GUMMO77** · 05-13-18, 08:36 PM

Originally posted by gauchojake

Yes but only for the TV not the gay sex

Then what’s the point!

**PittsburghPlayer** · 05-13-18, 08:45 PM

Originally posted by bonusguy

thanks for the kind words everyone. im 6 months sober. soon 7

from what ive read it takes a year to see real results. so things will get better. i just dont like the lonely nights, but those might not last forever either

actually, if you do not see results in the 1st week, you`re fukked
join the forum we call SBR

**PittsburghPlayer** · 05-13-18, 08:47 PM

Originally posted by Bostongambler

We are agreeing on sucking big balls in the future? I’m not agreeing on that.

those that can not see the future, tend to be less agreeable
your problem or mine?

seems like yours, the way you continuously antagonize

my brother lives in Boston
my brother sucks balls
you may know him

**Bostongambler** · 05-13-18, 09:22 PM

Originally posted by PittsburghPlayer

those that can not see the future, tend to be less agreeable
your problem or mine?

seems like yours, the way you continuously antagonize

my brother lives in Boston
my brother sucks balls
you may know him

Naw, don’t know him. Just hope he doesn’t follow me into the men’s room and we will be cool.

**PittsburghPlayer** · 05-13-18, 09:26 PM

Originally posted by Bostongambler

Naw, don’t know him. Just hope he doesn’t follow me into the men’s room and we will be cool.

well if he does, you draw some blood on that bitch, and we will be cool