Aside from me-has anyone with both parents dead?

[will2survive]

How do you deal with it? Reckless? Responsibly?Resentful? Difficult (aside from sports and women) to live without them?

I think that I've been all of the above. I tend to get jealous of people with big families and they seem to take it for granted. Very frustrating...death is beyond my control...have to live with it in the back of my mind

[Bookmaster]

Hey man, i'm very sorry and I can't possibly give you any advice other than that one thing that you might like is the book A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers. He went through something similar and has a very good outlook on life, so maybe it'll help get you out of your funk.

[will2survive]

thanks, it's just a late night and I start to think too much--early a.m. is always the best time to think.It' completely quiet and all of my stress is sleeping-lol