[mattmc419]

Originally posted on 03/21/2011:

The reason simply is I blew the points. I got greedy, the pressure of the debt got to me.

Well, I get that much. But you didn't have to continue to blow it, and (up until now) ignore it, day after day after day. You could even begin honoring it now.

I realize you want to pay people back, but for some reason you are incredibly stubborn to take advice and even slower to own up to your mistakes.

You could have had half your debt paid back by now...

You blew that. But continuing about this the same way is only going to lead to the same results.

Even you know that you're going about this the wrong way. It's time to own up, accept it, and change it.