Originally <a href='http://www.sportsbookreview.com/forum/showthread.php?p=23595143'>posted</a> on 02/17/2015:
Urban, drug addiction is near and dear to my heart. I've openly talked about my struggles with addiction here and it's been an ongoing battle. I'm now in a place where I can justify my usage and actually limit what I take daily, which is prescribed by my doctor. Drug addiction has torn my life apart more than once and I've hurt those around me much more than I ever hurt myself. I can't tell you how many tens of thousands of dollars I've wasted. I don't even want to know.
I rarely am too serious on here but I guess for me this is just something I take personal and have been through and still struggle with, although not with benzos now thank god.
I appreciate what Ghengis Kahn was pointing out (even though he missed my post) because if OP is serious, he needs a plan. Not just opinions or other people's experiences, although helpful, he needs a long term plan. He needs to know what to do if he relapses. Having benefited greatly myself from using the Ashton Manual it would be selfish not to share it.
Urban, drug addiction is near and dear to my heart. I've openly talked about my struggles with addiction here and it's been an ongoing battle. I'm now in a place where I can justify my usage and actually limit what I take daily, which is prescribed by my doctor. Drug addiction has torn my life apart more than once and I've hurt those around me much more than I ever hurt myself. I can't tell you how many tens of thousands of dollars I've wasted. I don't even want to know.
I rarely am too serious on here but I guess for me this is just something I take personal and have been through and still struggle with, although not with benzos now thank god.
I appreciate what Ghengis Kahn was pointing out (even though he missed my post) because if OP is serious, he needs a plan. Not just opinions or other people's experiences, although helpful, he needs a long term plan. He needs to know what to do if he relapses. Having benefited greatly myself from using the Ashton Manual it would be selfish not to share it.