not allowed to gamble anymore. not only that but also feel a very slight pain maybe because i slept all day and was a sloth
either way i dont have time to mourn losing gambling that will just make things worse. will start looking for a job tomorrow and will get off ssi as they dont let you save any money. so if something happened to my mother i would have no money saved. now with all this free time and a reason to work it looks like im going to be getting a job scrubbing buckets whatever
better than being bored. if im productive id appreciate the slight pain going away. i wont be posting here at sbr anymore