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    they just want to confuse me and push me to suicide

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    If you're Catholic, go to Confession and the go to Mass and receive Jesus. If your not, then take steps to become Catholic.

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    my mother is crying right now. this is ridiculous. she has other family members in crisis

    ill just stop drinking and flush all my modafinil down the drain at 9pm. is that good enough?

    she knows when im in pain i cant hide it

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    Hey Bonus: Give up the drinking. It's only going to make your issues worse. You sound like you are in a bad state of mind. GL Man.

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    Quote Originally Posted by TeddyB View Post
    If you're Catholic, go to Confession and the go to Mass and receive Jesus. If your not, then take steps to become Catholic.
    Bonus, I gave you the recipe. You have to follow it. That's all I'm saying in this post, everything else is running in circles.

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    Quote Originally Posted by TeddyB View Post
    If you're Catholic, go to Confession and the go to Mass and receive Jesus. If your not, then take steps to become Catholic.
    you could be lying. see

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    plz 9pm im getting all the modafinil together. every last pill

    will pour the beers down the drain. no more

    plz ive never hurt anyone. just let me start the recovery process. then ill get a job and get off ssi

    please

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    Quote Originally Posted by TeddyB View Post
    Bonus, I gave you the recipe. You have to follow it. That's all I'm saying in this post, everything else is running in circles.
    i believe in Jesus already. nothing i can do while getting attacked daily

    so what can i do to get better? i guess go cold turkey on gambling, booze and modafinil

    and if im attacked this week with no modafinil then im done. i will have to go to the hospital and ill be the craziest one there

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    Have you tried refrigerator magnets? Little notes to yourself, drawings, coupons, old tic-tac-toe games etc. can easily be attached to the front door of your fridge with magnets that come in a dizzying array of styles/themes.

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    i havent started yet im stupified

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    i dont know if im being attacked or not

    am i doing the right thing. i dont know if i feel better becuase im flushing all the modafinil

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    ive had 4 beers i need a few more. to feel decent

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    well. im going to gather all the modafinil and pour out all the beers. if im sent to the hospital then im all done. i dont know whats going on it would be so easy to just tell someone what to do

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    i need to eat ive barely eaten for a few days. im sure im going to the hospital tonight

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    i havent started yet im stupified
    Dude, they're refrigerator magnets. There's no "starting" them. You're way overthinking this. The magnetic bond is built in. The science is already done for you.. All you're required to do is apply them to your refrigerator.

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    gettng all the pills together now

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    gettng all the pills together now
    You mean to make room for incoming refrigerator magnets?

    Are you planning to house surplus magnets in your medicine cabinet?

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    going to take me 20 minutes to open them all

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    going to take me 20 minutes to open them all
    I think that's a reasonable time frame from which to introduce refrigerator magnets into your life.

    20 minutes of light labor in exchange for a lifetime of convenience? Yes please!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Eddy Munny View Post
    I think that's a reasonable time frame from which to introduce refrigerator magnets into your life.

    20 minutes of light labor in exchange for a lifetime of convenience? Yes please!
    you must be one of them. i dont get the refrigerator magents but either way im pretty sure i feel better. not 100% sure there is always the 5% ray which makes you wonder

    but i think im doing the right thing here

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    going to take me 20 minutes to open them all
    you doing suicide? cool....i guess.

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    Quote Originally Posted by mpaschal34 View Post
    you doing suicide? cool....i guess.
    i sure hope not. i dont even know how to

    but i do have all the pills opened just waiting for my mother to come up stairs then i will flush them

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    you must be one of them. i dont get the refrigerator magents but either way im pretty sure i feel better. not 100% sure there is always the 5% ray which makes you wonder

    but i think im doing the right thing here
    I'm one of "them" who? There's that word again... Are we still talking about SBR Pro's or are you accusing me of being a refrigerator magnet? Because if it's the latter, well then I honestly may not be able to help you. You gotta present me with some degree of cognitive function if I'm to lend assistance. I don't make house calls to Neptune.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Eddy Munny View Post
    I'm one of "them" who? There's that word again... Are we still talking about SBR Pro's or are you accusing me of being a refrigerator magnet? Because if it's the latter, well then I honestly may not be able to help you. You gotta present me with some degree of cognitive function if I'm to lend assistance. I don't make house calls to Neptune.
    you know im not very smart. if i was i would have a 60k job a year even if i was targted

    im very dumb. we think we are smart here but we are tards

    just waiting for my mother to come up to flush the modafinil

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    i could end up homeless in CA and the worst part would be the meth heads and not being able to sleep properly. but i would take it over being DEWed

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    you know im not very smart. if i was i would have a 60k job a year even if i was targted

    im very dumb. we think we are smart here but we are tards

    just waiting for my mother to come up to flush the modafinil
    I'm also not very smart.

    Full disclosure: I'm a door-to-door refrigerator magnet salesman.

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    $60k???

    beginning engineers at my company start with at $69k.

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    flushed them all. mother watched me

    i said "you know im being forced into this" and she said "yes"

    so she knows. i could tell on her face

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    Quote Originally Posted by Eddy Munny View Post
    I'm also not very smart.

    Full disclosure: I'm a door-to-door refrigerator magnet salesman.
    Lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by Eddy Munny View Post
    I'm also not very smart.

    Full disclosure: I'm a door-to-door refrigerator magnet salesman.
    i always thought there was something about you

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    Quote Originally Posted by mpaschal34 View Post
    $60k???

    beginning engineers at my company start with at $69k.
    ive already surrendered to being a scrub. like when in trainspotting when the kid on the bike calls the guy a scrub. thats me. just because i have a fantastic ego doesnt mean im not a scrub. you know i know that

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    i always thought there was something about you
    You must have me confused with Mary.

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    i actually have a team on ps4 where they know im a pervert. i wont have the energy to play with them for a while but you see i know my place im not that stupid

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    Quote Originally Posted by Eddy Munny View Post
    You must have me confused with Mary.
    i honestly cant believe you took modafinil away from me. but you know that im not majorly depressed because God wont let me be after 8 years of sorrow

    so maybe you think i can grind thru these next few weeks and come out on top

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