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    Do you ever contemplate suicide?

    And if so... how often?

    How would u do it?

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    For others, yes. I fuckin love my life
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    Never

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    This guy going off the deep end quick 😂😂

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    No...i have known 12 people in my life that have succeeded in it....sucks

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    Desperate attention whore.

    Following BonusGuy's desperate path.
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    Quote Originally Posted by 19th Hole View Post
    Desperate attention whore.

    Following BonusGuy's desperate path.
    HUAD
    Remember when u used to post across the street as hoopsfan and got so tilted over losing your shirt at HRWager's online casino you tried to blackmail the book owner for $500???

    I DO

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    Try jumping off a very high building right now and then come back and report back to all of us 😂😂

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    No, I don't think about it ever, but if I did I would take the Woody Paige approach.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GUMMO77 View Post
    No, I don't think about it ever, but if I did I would take the Woody Paige approach.
    Do tell?

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    Quote Originally Posted by thechaoz View Post
    Do tell?
    Paige, a few years back, talked about how he had suicidal thoughts. He said that if he did go down that path he would go to the beach, put his wallet with ID in his shoe, and just swim so far out that he could never make it back to the land.

    There are a couple of reasons to do it this way: First, your family probably would never know you off'd yourself, and secondly they (family) could collect the insurance money.

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    Regularly. I had it planned before but the store had to do a background check on me for a shotgun. Spent the money in the week it took. Now I can’t afford it. I’d be gone so without that stupid shit. Only way I would do it. Don’t trust hanging my big ass. I’d probably live and be a vegetable. Hell, can’t even afford rope and suck at tying knots.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GUMMO77 View Post
    Paige, a few years back, talked about how he had suicidal thoughts. He said that if he did go down that path he would go to the beach, put his wallet with ID in his shoe, and just swim so far out that he could never make it back to the land.

    There are a couple of reasons to do it this way: First, your family probably would never know you off'd yourself, and secondly they (family) could collect the insurance money.
    Sounds terrifying. Do they really not pay out for suicide? They did for me when my dad’s death was ruled one.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Sounds terrifying. Do they really not pay out for suicide? They did for me when my dad’s death was ruled one.
    Life insurance companies have different suicide rules. My life insurance policy says they won't pay out for suicide the first two years. Yes, I checked.
    ymmv.

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    no way, it's a very selfish thing to do to your family, luckily nobody in my family has tried , you feeling alright hurry seems like a strange subject to bring up

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Regularly. I had it planned before but the store had to do a background check on me for a shotgun. Spent the money in the week it took. Now I can’t afford it. I’d be gone so without that stupid shit. Only way I would do it. Don’t trust hanging my big ass. I’d probably live and be a vegetable. Hell, can’t even afford rope and suck at tying knots.
    Yeah hanging far from a lock... plus you shit and piss yourself in the process, and sometimes, men get an erection while croaked (not kidding). I found a friend hanged back in 2003, fresh out of high school, he was a heavy coke user and so was his dad... his dad had a bouffet we used as a bachelor pad during weekends, had a pool table and we used to fill it up with high school girls. Then that happened.

    My brother's best friend (one of them) hanged himself 1 year ago after battling depression after his mom died from cancer. He was an accomplished brazilian jiu jitsu student.

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    Quote Originally Posted by cincinnatikid513 View Post
    no way, it's a very selfish thing to do to your family, luckily nobody in my family has tried , you feeling alright hurry seems like a strange subject to bring up
    I had a heavy chemical unbalance for a while there bro, but good I think... just one of those days... bad poker/gambling day... frustrated with some things at work and life. Normal stuff. Nothing extraordinary.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GUMMO77 View Post
    Paige, a few years back, talked about how he had suicidal thoughts. He said that if he did go down that path he would go to the beach, put his wallet with ID in his shoe, and just swim so far out that he could never make it back to the land.

    There are a couple of reasons to do it this way: First, your family probably would never know you off'd yourself, and secondly they (family) could collect the insurance money.
    That's a nice way.

    I picture Death as a doorway to the other side. One could open that door oneself, but that would not lead to the same place as when the door opens naturally. I do understand why people take their own lives, but I would suggest to those contemplating it to take a nap instead. You'll feel much better when you wake up.

    If you do go through with it, at least go to Vegas first and put it all on black.

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    Quote Originally Posted by HurryUpAndDrink View Post
    And if so... how often?

    How would u do it?
    I was a fukked up teenager and almost did it. I mentioned it to this hot girl in my class (who I didn't know very well) and she said she would do it with me. I was shocked. We were going to do the carbon monoxide hose-in-the-car routine. We never went through with it because I wasn't sure, but she really wanted to do it. Glad I didn't.

    I'm 56 and have cancer. I'm in remission, but it will come back soon enough. I don't want to waste away to nothing, so I'll probably go out on my terms. Not sure how, but something quick and as painless as possible.

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    Michael Jackson's propofol sounds like a good exit.

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    Quote Originally Posted by HurryUpAndDrink View Post
    I had a heavy chemical unbalance for a while there bro, but good I think... just one of those days... bad poker/gambling day... frustrated with some things at work and life. Normal stuff. Nothing extraordinary.
    yah gambling will do that to you, feels great when you win , really sucks when you lose , you will be alright do something fun this weekend get ur mind in a good place

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    Quote Originally Posted by HurryUpAndDrink View Post
    Yeah hanging far from a lock... plus you shit and piss yourself in the process, and sometimes, men get an erection while croaked (not kidding). I found a friend hanged back in 2003, fresh out of high school, he was a heavy coke user and so was his dad... his dad had a bouffet we used as a bachelor pad during weekends, had a pool table and we used to fill it up with high school girls. Then that happened.

    My brother's best friend (one of them) hanged himself 1 year ago after battling depression after his mom died from cancer. He was an accomplished brazilian jiu jitsu student.
    That’s gotta be rough to find someone. Not sure how well I’d be with having that imagine. Always felt terrible for my grandpa having to find my dad the way he was. That’s one thing I’d make sure of when doing it is that no one who knows me would find me.

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    A second cousin killer herself after her family found out she was a lesbian and kinda were harsh to her (heavy catholics). She stole her dad's gun, went up to the hill and that was that. She was really nice with me when we were kids... have fond memories of a trip we made to Jaco when I was like 6-7 years old. Kinda had a crush on her. She was like 2-3 years older.

    A class mate who had a crush on me killed herself on high school by throwing herself out of the Saprissa bridge here in CR after her family rejected her for getting pregnant. She was 15. Sad thing, I cant even recall her name, was thinking about her a few days ago and still cant remember it which is bothering me for some reason.

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    Quote Originally Posted by packerd_00 View Post
    I've had two good friends that were brutally murdered,no word of a lie,you realize how lucky you are to be alive.
    That sucks man... I think I dont have any close friends that have been killed... suicide seems more common than murder. Aint that fukked up?

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    Quote Originally Posted by VeggieDog View Post
    I was a fukked up teenager and almost did it. I mentioned it to this hot girl in my class (who I didn't know very well) and she said she would do it with me. I was shocked. We were going to do the carbon monoxide hose-in-the-car routine. We never went through with it because I wasn't sure, but she really wanted to do it. Glad I didn't.
    I'm 56 and have cancer. I'm in remission, but it will come back soon enough. I don't want to waste away to nothing, so I'll probably go out on my terms. Not sure how, but something quick and as painless as possible.
    My crazy high school ex girlfriend suggested it a few times... she was fukkin insane but I loved her. True puppy love.

    Im sorry about your cancer man, I fukkin hate that disease... its everywhere. Id go out on my terms too. Have it all figured out. Id party like a maniac with whores and drugs for a month, have as much wild unprotected sex as I can.

    Buy a shit ton of heroin, set up a rope and a chair... make sure I have not eaten in 2 days so I dont shit myself... get the noose ready and shoot myself with hot heroin overdose, hanging myself while nodding off... making sure I dont come back. Overkill.

    Id probably do it very late at night and send an email to someone I know letting them know what happened so I dont rot for days.

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    Quote Originally Posted by HurryUpAndDrink View Post
    My crazy high school ex girlfriend suggested it a few times... she was fukkin insane but I loved her. True puppy love.

    Im sorry about your cancer man, I fukkin hate that disease... its everywhere. Id go out on my terms too. Have it all figured out. Id party like a maniac with whores and drugs for a month, have as much wild unprotected sex as I can.

    Buy a shit ton of heroin, set up a rope and a chair... make sure I have not eaten in 2 days so I dont shit myself... get the noose ready and shoot myself with hot heroin overdose, hanging myself while nodding off... making sure I dont come back. Overkill.

    Id probably do it very late at night and send an email to someone I know letting them know what happened so I dont rot for days.
    Yeah, that's what I worry about too. Hard on the family.

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    Its the loneliness that makes you think

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    Quote Originally Posted by slayer14 View Post
    Its the loneliness that makes you think
    Yes... but don't you feel lonely around people too? sometimes?

    As Ive grown older it gets harder and harder to "connect" w people. Be it a girl or a friend.

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    strange thread

    no

    we all get down at times for various reasons

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    Quote Originally Posted by 19th Hole View Post
    Desperate attention whore.

    Following BonusGuy's desperate path.
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    Exactly. Guys a proven clown show.

    Saloon this trash JJ.

    Do us all a favor and get it over with.

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    Young people who commit suicide do so because they have no idea who they are.

    Old people who commit suicide do so because they found out.




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