let me tell you something. if you are a scrub you will always be. you think you have some advantage cause you are young no way. i was drunk and feeling real good last night and stopped in to a bar with a lot of 50+ cougars. i swear these ladies are hot. they really take care of themselves. i could just look at them and know they were the cool kids in high school and even college. and wouldnt you know one fuking guy in his 40's was chatting up both of them. i was wondering if he had some advantage like coke or something but he didnt. he was just cool. and he was smoking a cigar and blowing it in my face. like 3-4 inches from my face he would tilt his head and blow it at me. unreal. so anyways im about to head out again last day/night drinking just looking for 2-3 tousand calories today havent eaten in 30 hours.
worst part is i cant take prozac for a few days. cause if i mix it with booze i get sick all day. its terrible. so ill be angry for a few days. literally looking at the mirror with a mean face on. i really need a job so that i wont drink anymore if i had a job id get the reward at the end of day
about to leave parents nagging me about 1 beer. yes 1 beer.