anyway i'm not trying to sound like a little bitch i just wanted all of your opinions on my situation. Basically i've decided not to call her anymore. I'm really fighting that urge though. I feel like even if i called and got her to hang out with me or get back together with me ... she would have total control of the relationship since right now it looks like i need her more than she needs me.
so hopefully by not calling her she will miss me and come back to me. I think its really the only option i have.