Been on a pretty ugly slide lately. Losing at everything and temper getting best of me. Last week playing at Casino the nits in the PLO game wanted me to play and hate playing with them because they are fags. Well go over there and buy in for 300 never hit jack shit and every time one of these idiots bet they have it but can't flop any draws to push them out. Finally flop second nuts with 6753 on board of 854 two spades in raised pot. I lead out and pot it for like 60 and only have 40 left. Regardless of what comes on the turn I'm just sticking it all in. The turn pairs the board and I bet my last 40 and other guy calls and stands up and starts clapping as he has top boat. He looks at me and says god I wish you would have had a 1000 instead of just 40. I look at this 420 lb guy and say how fukking stupid you think I am. Don't even have nut str8 and you think I would come out and pot it again on paired board that deep.
Then say fcuk it and go back to holdem and weird how this game works sometimes but there is this a guy that will beat you every single hand. Well this night I run into a guy like this. I have pocket TT he has JJ. I make str8 he makes bigger one. Well I'm just getting killed left and right by this guy and pick up pocket KK UTG and make a standard raise, this guy that has been whipping my ass all night min raises me to 20. I'm thinking of just jamming it all in but I decide to play it safer as I just bought in for the millionth time that night. Flop comes with an ace I check, he checks and I stupidly think hey maybe my pocket KK is good and I bet half pot and other guy instantly moves all in. I stand up grab the rest of my chips and walk over to the cashier. Dealer asks me if I'm folding? I say I need to think about it and will be right back. Came home to check my sports bets and not surprisingly I had lost everyone.