Originally Posted by
Chugs
How many of you guys have said this, and how many times?
Seems to be the first thing I say to myself when I wake up every other morning.
Dont you just hate those mornings when you wake up and you start get flashes of all the stupid fukking shit you said and did the night before, and your just like FUKK! I made such an ass out of myself last night.
And then you go to whip the crust out of your eyes and your hand is all fukking bloodied, and questionably broken, and you have no fukking idea what happened, and then you get up from where ever the hell it is you fell over and passed out, and you see your butterfly knife opened in the middle of the floor with a half a pint of blood around it.
Your moneys fukking gone, your all out of smokes, and your wondering why the only fukking thing left in your jacket pocket is salt.
I feel like im in a downward fukking spiral and the only thing I can do to stop it is have a drink.
Any of you guys go to AA? I really feel like I need to start going, I want this to be the last time I say Im Never Drinking Again.