[captrobey]

If this ends up as a push somehow this should have been an easy win this will still feel like a loss

[captrobey]

Thank penetrating god it was looking like another insane loss should not have been this hard but i will take it with all the misery that happened today. If i can get a good day tomorrow i would be extremely happy.

[JAKEPEAVY21]

nice win skipper, that early loss was a rough one and why I was recommending you not bet for awhile while upset about Bella

[captrobey]

nice win skipper, that early loss was a rough one and why I was recommending you not bet for awhile while upset about Bella

I have to stop i lost it all in casino the whole $1390 i have to stop because i do not want to start redepositing and lose a ton more when i cannot think straight.The only reason i deposited at WW is because i got the $400 back from losses from last 10 deposits and the casinos are pretty much blocked everywhere else . I tried to win $10 to round it off and as always the same thing happened which is why they are all blocked mostly. Just never did it here because i did not play here as much. I can redeposit but your right i am in a not give a damn mood right now and i need to not gamble right now.

[captrobey]

So i am not redepositing and all the casinos i normally play are all blocked except GTbets and i think Heritage other then that all the NJ ones are blocked and i am not depositing just going to stop a few days Bella passed just a day ago and i do not want to be in this depressed i do not care mood its not good.

[JAKEPEAVY21]

I have to stop i lost it all in casino the whole $1390 i have to stop because i do not want to start redepositing and lose a ton more when i cannot think straight.The only reason i deposited at WW is because i got the $400 back from losses from last 10 deposits and the casinos are pretty much blocked everywhere else . I tried to win $10 to round it off and as always the same thing happened which is why they are all blocked mostly. Just never did it here because i did not play here as much. I can redeposit but your right i am in a not give a damn mood right now and i need to not gamble right now.

Why put yourself through this and make yourself feel worse?

Take a few weeks off to get your head straight.

[captrobey]

Why put yourself through this and make yourself feel worse?

Take a few weeks off to get your head straight.

That is what i am going to do i could deposit again but now is not a good time. I think what i will do is wait and take a couple weeks at least. I do want to take advantage of the 2nd Heritage bonus but i have time to do that i know 100% cash there is extremely rare.But that expires Oct 13th so i can wait a couple weeks and not do anything but spend time with Joan and talk about Bella . And i should after a couple weeks still be able to do the 100% . I need to block their casino though i think they are one of the few that is not blocked.

I was talking to my wife and i was looking into a paranormal site that sells ghost equipment . Since she passed here in the house i think her spirit would still be connected here. Maybe i can pick up a meow on an EVP device they have one and this is cool actually that is like a watch and it constantly records as you walk around . Then there is one that picks up the energy fluctuations and temperature differences. We like going to haunted places so getting some of these would be cool to use. And it would get my mind off of everything. Here is the watch one.

[captrobey]

Looking at a lot of different things but this kit looks cool gives me the wrist recorder and i would need an EMF detector and the kit has that too . Lots of different kits just depends how much you are willing to spend. I could use these at Aunt Ritas too she passed away in the house and BJ did too very young and i already had contact with him there once very clearly so these would be great to use there too .

[JAKEPEAVY21]

That is what i am going to do i could deposit again but now is not a good time. I think what i will do is wait and take a couple weeks at least. I do want to take advantage of the 2nd Heritage bonus but i have time to do that i know 100% cash there is extremely rare.But that expires Oct 13th so i can wait a couple weeks and not do anything but spend time with Joan and talk about Bella . And i should after a couple weeks still be able to do the 100% . I need to block their casino though i think they are one of the few that is not blocked.

I was talking to my wife and i was looking into a paranormal site that sells ghost equipment . Since she passed here in the house i think her spirit would still be connected here. Maybe i can pick up a meow on an EVP device they have one and this is cool actually that is like a watch and it constantly records as you walk around . Then there is one that picks up the energy fluctuations and temperature differences. We like going to haunted places so getting some of these would be cool to use. And it would get my mind off of everything. Here is the watch on

[captrobey]

I think that would qualify as an EMF detector i want one of these too and of course one of their backpacks lol

[JAKEPEAVY21]

I think that would qualify as an EMF detector i want one of these too and of course one of their backpacks lol

[captrobey]

Well the game i was going to bet is losing and if it loses then i will feel a lot better because at least i can feel like if i did not lose it in the casino i would have lost it anyway.

[captrobey]

I am hoping the game i was going to bet loses it was the Saints i was going to have it at -1 . Right now they just went into the 4th losing 13-0 but they are about to score it looks a TD

[captrobey]

They scored but Car scored right back so 19-7 i honestly will feel better if the game i was going to bet would have lost as crazy as that sounds.

[captrobey]

I feel a bit better since the game i was going to go All in with lost anyway it always feels worse knowing you lost in the rigged casino and then would have won the game that would have got you next level in the run and you may have cost yourself a cashout

[captrobey]

Well for my Fantasy Football league i pulled out a win it looks like last guy last qtr . So 2-1 on the season so far it looks . I had like a 24% chance to win going into the qtr which seemed too low since i was only 8 down and my QB going still. Looks like i will win 143,97 to 139.84 so close game .

[captrobey]

So we went to a shelter and got a new addition 5 year old girl named Twix. Super sweet girl and she was a bit scared and she made a B line which shocked us the spot where Bella died. She has quickly warmed up to us and wants belly rubs so letting her explore her new house. We can never replace Bella or Misty or Tigger. But we can in their honor give another a great life not in a cage.

[captrobey]

I love all of you . I decided to do one deposit this weekend only one no more. Oh and Twix has warmed up nicely and slept in bed all night with us. She kind of looks like a female Misty and has some of Bellas traits. Noone can ever replace Misty or Bella or Tigger but we felt why deny another soul a great home and a ton of Love .

So hopefully get a run going and cash out something

[captrobey]

Going to try this to start off a hopeful run

455.00
202.22
Dmitry Popko VS Roman A Burruchaga - To Win Match Dmitry Popko -225

[captrobey]

Do you penetrating believe this every penetrating time this happens was up 4-1 ranked decently higher 349-235 and once again with my penetrating cursed luck moron as soon as i bet on him falls apart. Now 4-3

[captrobey]

I am penetrating done after this moron is going to lose after a 4-1 lead and as soon as i bet on him worthless pos totally falls apart like every penetrating game i touch. I mean i know he can still win this but this happens at such an insane alarming rate i am not expecting anything good to happen. I still have FP money but thats it .

[captrobey]

He had a penetrating 4-1 lead and now he has lost every penetrating game as soon as i bet on him now losing 5-4 you cannot make this up you cannot say this is just random bad luck when it happens penetrating nonstop this is a penetrating curse someone did this .

[captrobey]

OMG he won a penetrating game the world is ending . 5-5 can he at least get to a tiebreaker

[captrobey]

He actually won against his serve he just has to win his serve and he can win first set this would be big after almost blowing it with a big lead to win first set. Not holding my breath though because with my luck watch him lose next 2 but at least can have a good set up for now

[captrobey]

Wow i cannot ask for anything more at this point winning first set now has to finish it get me to All in later then

[captrobey]

I penetrating told you watch him lose next 2 penetrating sets. He should be fired up after not blowing the first set. He is ranked higher as everyone i bet on. And right on penetrating cue he is going to be 3-0 down in the 2nd. He could have beaten hin in first game but blew it then had 30-0 lead ON HIS penetrating SERVE 2nd game and blows it .Now going to blow 3rd game and i am not even watching just assume because thats how it always penetrating goes.

[captrobey]

Yup told you went to look 3-0 penetrating how does this keep happening thank god he won 1st set or he would have lost in the 2nd not that it will matter the way this pos is looking

[captrobey]

He cant even win on his penetrating serve 4-0 how does a guy who just won the first set not get fired up and take control let alone get dominated like this in the 2nd set .

[captrobey]

0-5 he did not even win a penetrating point last game WTF how is this happening again why cant i win a normal penetrating game. Every penetrating time this happens in tennis.

[captrobey]

He is not even favored to win the penetrating match he went from -350 to +138. He looks that penetrating bad now wtf i give up. I cannot escape this penetrating whatever this is.

[captrobey]

6-0 . He wins the first set is more then 100+ points higher in rank and he loses the 2nd set after almost blowing the 1st set 6-0 . If anything he should have been fired up . And he had him in AD against his serve 1st set and had a 30-0 lead on his own penetrating serve and still loses every penetrating game

[captrobey]

He lost you can just see not a penetrating thing is going right for him every bounce goes against him. He keeps getting him on these little pussy lobs and they never fall short. He had him on AD against his serve and he did it again .He had AD twice and blew it and one looked like a bad call he should have got . If the other guy hits the net it finds a way to bounce over. penetrating unreal.

[captrobey]

He has AD a 3rd time

[captrobey]

He won the 1st game can he win the penetrating 2nd and play like the fav he is .

[captrobey]

The worst thing is when you win against their serve and hand it right back