Originally Posted by
Enikk
Tom, I hope you do yourself a favor if you hit and buy something for yourself. Us degenerates are usually generous on our big hits with others but don't take care of ourselves than life or tilt happens and you have nothing to fvcking show for the big run. I remember you saying months ago you were going to get a sweet tv but looking at your picture looked liked you never made the purchase. Splurge and get that new recliner, bed, tv stand, tv, vacation. Fix that smashed cabinet that is a reminder of negative losses. That way when life happens which it always fvcking does you are reminded of positive mojo.
Unfortunately, speaking from experience as have run up huge numbers similar to you over the years only to piss it away like monopoly money because it is never enough. Even withdrawing it, it will just go back. Always does but at least have nice things and go places. Just within the last year alone runs up to 70k only to go for 100k, up to 35k, over 10k numerous times on 300 to 1k reups. The rush from hitting the big scores fvcks with your head for life. Your no longer content grinding out $100 bets for "fun." Limits are so low on some of the sports like Nascar/NRL/AFL and at some books in general that you don't even bother with those sports even though you can hit a high percentage.
Most of us know we can hit a high percentage of plays and think we can just get that nice bankroll and flat bet and bet "smart." Sounds easy but than the thrill isn't there anymore and we lose interest than the 1st losing week comes in and you say f\*\*k it and go back to bad habits. I am sure there is a bunch of us here at SBR with very similar stories. Truth is a high percentage of us could retire doing this shit if we had someone else in control of our account with our picks. We all can pick winners. Well, most of us. Sorry for the novel.