I have a bankroll of roughly 1800-1900 dollars. I cant afford to lose. Im up to my ears in bills and debts. Im here alone in Vegas. I heard someone mention this website and theres a lot of experienced big time gamblers here.
A little bit about me... I gamble a lot. On sports, table games, and video blackjack. I have had my heart broken more times than I can count by gambling. Ive had some good runs, but I suspect like most of everyone, I lose in the long run.
I feel like its possible to win. Not drinking is key. Not chasing is another key. Focus and money management is another.
Honestly I am not kidding when I say Im hanging by my final thread here. If I lose this time it will be an epic disaster. That can't happen.
What are some sure ways to come up slowly and build my roll? In the past I have had success at martingaling small stakes video blackjack for a few dollars at a time and building that way. Or betting live games for roughly 100 a game.
Scary situation. Any advice/input would be welcome!