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    just got out of the hospital

    craving beers like maybe i never have...........i know the modafinil will take care of a lot of that i have to have some tomorrow. otherwise im feeling decent for the few that care, hurry ect

    saw some ppl there that are so sad. not fair. no way they go to hell if they kill themselves. cant get one guy out of my head. so sad

    but i will go to hell if i kill myself. so no more sinning for me

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    in fact i really need some beers. hurry talk me out of it

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    You should get on Antabuse.

    You won't want to drink.

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    What were you in for?

    Good to see you out!

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    Quote Originally Posted by funnyb25 View Post
    You should get on Antabuse.

    You won't want to drink.
    the stuff that makes you violently ill. hard to even get anymore

    i went 6 months sober. then made a big mistake and got stoned bad....picking up the pieces from a few things could really use a night to just chill. i would lose a week of sobriety thats it. also if i went past 10 drinks it could end up being a disaster

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    Quote Originally Posted by Hman View Post
    What were you in for?

    Good to see you out!
    paranoia

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    the stuff that makes you violently ill. hard to even get anymore

    i went 6 months sober. then made a big mistake and got stoned bad....picking up the pieces from a few things could really use a night to just chill. i would lose a week of sobriety thats it. also if i went past 10 drinks it could end up being a disaster
    Not hard to get if you have a problem with drinking

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    Hurry is banned
    If you are really serious about fixing your problem then go to AA
    Modafinil is off label for cocaine addiction so you probably should go the naltrexone or campral route.
    But this isn't real anyway so I am just talking to myself
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    Quote Originally Posted by funnyb25 View Post
    Not hard to get if you have a problem with drinking
    ive looked into it. scared of it. but thanks

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    Quote Originally Posted by gauchojake View Post
    Hurry is banned
    If you are really serious about fixing your problem then go to AA
    Modafinil is off label for cocaine addiction so you probably should go the naltrexone or campral route.
    But this isn't real anyway so I am just talking to myself
    BOL
    this is real. and this stuff works for me and drinking. and i dont need to take it forever just the first 60 days of acute withdrawals. works very well

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    going to the store to get a sixer. but might get spotted from mother so its probably for nothing

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    thanks guys

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    got some. will limit it to 7. then restart the recovery tomorrow

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    thinking about a job that helps ppl who are down and out. not sure exactly what that will be. but i cant get Doug R. off my mind. right now he is lying in bed and he is suffering. and tomorrow he will suffer and the next day ect

    you ppl have no clue this guy is in such pain i guarantee he gets a free pass to heaven. hopefully he enjoys his home more then the hospital but i really doubt it. im actually thinking about sitting in the parking lot during visiting hours and waiting for his son so i can talk to him. could create all sorts of problems maybe even the police getting there. so unfair this guy has to suffer like this. im sure his family and the staff are immune to it but i cant erase what i saw. and ive seen some bad ppl but mostly ppl fuked up on drugs and their own fault

    i have it so good and i didnt even know. even if i am homeless i would still have it so good as my mind would be good. i pray for doug

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    also just so i dont get bum rushed im just having a few beers tonight. finishing off my rollover account then getting a job. wont be drinking it wouldnt mix with the job at all

    my mother could lose 2 sons soon. my brother could have melanoma in prison and my other brother has raped his body with drugs and his liver is in trouble. so no problems from me ever again she needs my help actually

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    Quote Originally Posted by bonusguy View Post
    this is real. and this stuff works for me and drinking. and i dont need to take it forever just the first 60 days of acute withdrawals. works very well
    No it doesn't

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    What happened to the g/f?

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    i remember being 13 and watching christna jones playing this on the piano

    amazing

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