Been doing well since football started and haven't been chasing or forcing much action. Feels good to pick specific plays and stick to them and not take bets just to take them. Fukked up tonight on this thunder game big time. Was having a nice little week heading into cfb and NCAA hoops starting too. Got carried away in the thunder and took them ml for the game and chased my bet three times on live action. In the hole now and reminded how sick this feeling is. Big time relapse. Demons still lurk inside. Time for bed.