Just a simple question....
I find people look at me rather oddly when they finally either realize or I clue them in on how much I actually gamble....
I have quite a few real friends and not a single one gambles.... I have a few degen aunts and uncles who are content on blowing off their hard earned paycheques on those stupid bar slot machines - they'll blow 5, 6 , 7 hundred bucks all in the hope of winning 1k... like that makes sense.... but then they'll find out I won/lost 5, 6, 7- over 1K on one bet and will frown on me like I'm the tool.
I know of support groups where they try to help you get over youraddictionawesomeness, but all I really want is someone to understand me, someone to share in the good and the bad, someone to actually FEEL and relate to a 21-pt 4th Qtr lead for 10+k evaporate into a hate-filled tantrum that lasts 3 days....
I'll admit Im so close to biting the bullet and ponying up my info just to go "PRO" purely to talk to my "like minded fuckers" in SBR Chat
Did I make this Island I inhabit or was it always there and I just claimed the fukker??
Guess what Im curious about is how familiar/frequent of a feeling is this amongst the rest of ya?