[COLOR=#000000! important]gambling americans just run on debt....they work misreable jobs make a decent income and piss away there money thinking they can actually win and get rich and live the american dream......it doesnt matter if you bet 1.00 or 1,000.00 your a loser....what kind of man do you think you are watching sports drinking beer and pissing away your money and the occasional win that you desperatly know your not going to cash out...
im a loser becuase i am a gambler i work 40 hours a week have a girlfriend a family who loves me and i continue to dig myself deeper and deeper....
im 24 years old and i have prolly spent over 20,000.00 losing with ************ paydayloans worked 80 hours to just lose it in 1 day at the casino to borrowing stealing and doing whatever i have to do to get down a bet....ive been there done it.......
most here say im a tard or loser or annoying a lyer a cheat and i admit im all of the above.....
i have a great girlfriend amazing woman who has stood by me and supported me and i have dug her hole deeper than she would have imagined and i have a uncle who just bailed me out and decided to pay off all my debt and girl friends debt for my xmas gift.
so the new year 2012 looks like this i have i owe 0.00 my girl owes 0.00 i need to finish school (my bachelors)and i need to get a bank account that is worth bragging about....
as my professional gambling....i honestly feel i have lost 20,000.00 and i am going to call it quits for a while.....i went busto last night and i can reload but it will just cause arguments and make things worse.....
i am going to save my cash build it up and take occasional shots here and there.....
i wanna go 9 days clean janaury 1st to janaury 9th no betting no thinking about it and doing nothing......
janauary 9th im going to bet lsu against alabama.....the best odds i can get hopefully +120 or better.....
my goals is to bet 365 plays or less in the entire year 1 play per day....or 2 plays and ect....
i need a break however 9 days staying clean.....and than ill bet anywhere between 5.00-100.00 on lsu depending on how my money is....
wish me luck and pray i get the gambling gods on my side in 2012[/COLOR]