After every game where I lose on a half-court buzzer beater, a shit turnover, a backdoor cover, a blind ass zebra I say I'm done. I have to quit, how can you cap this shit? It is bullsh*t. I know that even if I do get on a streak, I will probally give it all back. I have made two cashouts in 6 years of sports betting I'd say.. but I have built up my balance from 20 to over a 1000 atleast 20 times. I don't have the means to be gambling right now really, yet I say one more reload. I give it a shot have a couple of good nights, then BANG.. it's back to 0. I say I'm done, then the next day comes around.. it's 4:00 pacific 7 eastern and I feel like damn I'm going to miss out on a winner. I went through 4,000 in a couple of months with a local when I was 19 my first experience betting, I should have known to quit then. I remember I had a 3 team parlay going to get me back out of the hole, my last play was a Sunday night game Oakland at Denver in a snow game, I had the Broncos this was prolly 6 years ago. Of course Oakland was a bad team and they kicked the shit out of Denver in the snow. rofl Been gambling every day for the past 2 years I'd say give or take a couple of days off.
I'm not going to some ga meeting , I don't have much spiritual going on for me and one of the few things left I enjoy is betting on sports. That is until halfway into the game. lol.
I just turned 26 3 days ago, I think it is finally time to come to the realization that this isn't the life I want to live any more. I gotta make a change. One day at a time.. I gotta have some faith in myself and realize that the actions today make your future. Hope I can do this,