3 words: Never Give up---------------------Lots of people are down and out and people find ways to comeback in all facets of life.Have faith,do your best,and don't make an irrational decision like this man did because there are people left behind who are innocent. It's one thing to lose your self respect but there's plenty of opportunity to fight back in life after screwing up. Pick your spots one step at a time until you can regain your self respect back.......just my opinion