Originally posted on 02/09/2010:

Things are starting to look up. A girl thats pretty hot wants to have hot sex with me. She acutally wants Me, Pecos Bill to insert my dick in her vagina and possibly *** inside it. Just a few months ago i would never imagined any girl would want me, but now its a reality. I feel better about myself, i started going to the gym last week and am now running 3 miles per day. Im also gonna buy new clothes and shoes for the first time in almost a year.

I can almost guarntee she's gonna call me this weekend to hangout, especially cuz its valentines. The only problem is that i have a hard time getting a boner when im with a chick. I alreay dodged the f\*\*k out of having sex with her the first time cuz i wasnt getting a boner. I just get so nervous,maybe my brain is like reprogrammed itself to only get aroused when im watching porn on a screen or something. I have no problem getting hard when watching youjizz or xhamster but when im with a real life girl i fvcking choke. If anyone has some viagra or cialis i will pay you $10 a pill, just 2 or 3 pills. Please if anyone can help me out, i havent been laid in almost 4 years.