Originally posted on 01/09/2015:
Poll or not, good question, really not sure anymore. I don't need the money and have plenty of it to bet. I'm numb to it anymore; the thrill is gone, bad beats don't bother me anymore and big wins are just another win. Don't watch the games I bet on anymore, and most of time I check box scores in the morning to see if I won or lost. Been at it for roughly 20 years, routine drives me I suppose - some call it addiction. Lack of self-control, perhaps. I guess trying to perfect something that is not possible. I'm that type of person.