Yes in reality and I should not bet tonight and I should go out and take a woman out
The only issue is I have not been on a date and over 14 years
It's so hard not to bad mainly because I feel like I'm missing something and if I don't bet I start thinking about other things like why am I not married, why do people think I'm weird, why am I bald, why I have over 100 scars on my face