Originally <a href='/showthread.php?p=21140716'>posted</a> on 02/12/2014:

having my final beer tonight. just one so that i dont get the shakes. ive reached my rock bottom with it. after 2 years its starting to mess with my brain. lost 2 years to this and wont lose another day. laundry list of things that can do wrong healthwise. latest thing is im so hungover and out of it i dont even want to gamble. my desire to gamble has gone down more and more the past 3 months. whenever i dont drink for a few weeks it comes back and im loving gambling again.

will sit in a dark room and enjoy my last one.

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