Originally posted on 11/07/2013:

I thought everyone on SBR was disciplined and kept a running spreadsheet for 3 years to prove they are a boss and not air betting.

Back on topic - Dream it is sad to hear/read these stories. Be honest with her, tell her you can't stop it on your own and you need help. If she decides its too much you can still man up and get yourself together. Hard road but you can do it. Take care