Originally posted on 07/04/2012:
cash it out.. go out and buy an object with it, and keep that object in plain view. as a reminder to yourself,
that you can and will successfully discipline yourself when you need or want to.
take the rest and buy a beautiful girl a dinner, and then a good book.
cash out... develop your system on paper, without using real $
write down all your bets (theoretical) as proof that you can win money, before using actual money..
losing while you learn is too painful. In fact, having money present creates so much doubt and stress, you never actually learn how to cap. Keep faithful records... don't forget the vig. That is huge *
If you just keep mental notes, the gambling mind will begin to lie and remember all the good bets,
and conveniently omit the losses. The books are not so forgiving.
best of Luck to you