stay in action?
You can't pay your bills but you scam to "stay in action"?
That's hardcore? Sorry pal that is soft as shit. Hardcore is paying your debts, building a life that is paid for, enjoying the comforts of a good life, living debt free and having a bankroll sizeable enough to wager at a level which does not jeopardize any of the above.
Brock, I am hardcore, you are just a chicken shit that can't get his head on straight.