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LVBOUND
Bate I wish you have no idea, I spent the day at Gulfstream park in Miami today. Man was it great, I was just there playing some Poker, but it had me so wishing I had pulled the trigger on Vegas. You guys do not understand, win or loose I want to go so bad. I did the research, I even paid a romainian coder to pull the stats of Covers since 1999, to test me data. I got permission from the Wife. I put the resignation letter in. I was all set. I just couldnt pull the trigger. Work changed some things to make me more comfortable, but that is just a temporary fix. I am destined to go to Vegas win or loose one day, it just has to happen. Sad part is I don't even have enough of a bankroll to try my system on a small scale this coming up season, so once again I will be tracking it via my Excel Spreadsheet. I can't tell you boys how depressing it is. Parts of me wants my system to fail so bad this baseball season, that I look in the mirror and say no system will be the Books and get on with my life. My luck however, will be that the system will work flawless again this year and the year I ever do decide to do it is when the system crashes. This is my type of luck. I do want to responded to all the people that said I was making shit up. BULLSHIT. I do want to respond to all the people that I was being stupid and leaving my job with a pension. " It's To hard to explain, plain and simple" I do want to respond to all the people that think I was being a selfish rooster_eater leaving my family behind I as I went to chase my dreams. "You guys are probably right and anybody that knows me knows I am a good guy and I am sure that helped sway me whether I admit to myself or not." SO the plan is to once again be a boring as 34 year old married man and track my MLB bets on my spreadsheet for the 2011 baseball season. Sounds boring right? LOL Matt