Originally Posted by
austintx05
Its time I man up for my actions. The way I have acted is a disgrace and I am ashamed of myself. Two buddies of mine who have posted on this forum for quite some time, sirwinsmany and pags, told me I need to chill out. And as long as I have known them they are very laid back kind of guys, so for them to say that tells me I was way out of line. Its time to change for the better and be productive. We are all here to try to beat the book and the childish manner I have resorted to lately has been a distraction. A distraction to myself and even worse to every member who was involved. For that I am taking complete responsibility for my actions and am ashamed for what I have done.
My emotions get the best of me at times, some more than others. This is my weakness and it needs to change. I probably have created some enemies from my untamed tongue and if those people choose to ignore me or never forgive me, then I can accept that with full acknowledgment on their decision. I made a horrible thread towards prodigy in week 3 and I was really out of line. I have ripped on Flava and his ps2 simulation and still, I was wrong. I know I can post in a positive manner because I have done it on other boards. I do not act in person how I have acted on these boards. At times I have treated it like its all a joke and I realize that there are some people who are very knowledgeable on the many topics that arise here at the rx and it would be wise on my part to be quiet, to listen, to learn.
Gyne,
I started those threads as an imitation of the ones you typically do. For what reason? I'm stupid and it was an immature act. It cluttered up the forum and was not productive in any way, shape or form. We have had our share of differences, but regardless of that, there is no excuse for what I did. It needs to stop and it has stopped. Gyne, I truly am sorry for what I did. No one really deserves that. I was out of line and am sorry for that.
It is time to man up, accept blame and change. The only way one might believe what I am saying is for my actions to speak for themselves. So now it is time to do just that.
My apologies to the RX, to everyone here who comes or a reliable source of info and not childish acts and a personal apology to Gynecologist.
May we move on in a positive manner to help each other with our same goal of beating the books.
* Gynecologist probably still has me on ignore so if someone could just quote this within the thread so he could see it, I would greatly appreciate it.