Take a minute. i need some advice.
honestly what can i say. the past 3 weeks have been aweful. I lost almost every bet i made. and the worst is i tried to play catchup. (doubling down). im sick over lasty night I truley am and the thing is that I dont know if im a reckless gambler or what? i dont have self limits. It seems alot more people are level headed when it comes down to it. If im at the casino and go up a few units i will lay it all on one hand. maybe its to feel the rush but even when i win im not satisfied its like im not happy. Im never happy. a grand im thinking two, two im thinking 4 and we all know eventually if not right away the house scoops that up. now i never double more than twice. but still. f*&% football is how i feel right nowit has killed me this year so far. I swear i know its always been a game between odd makers vegas and public and how theres just alot of bait swinging around. games made to look good to the public and really its a eff job.
I guess im always at the plate swinging for home runs. Can someone please give me some advice. should i take all my money and start booking? cuz i cant deal with the decisions i make and maybe if i let everyone else make them i'll still be gambling just wont be making the decision... for the cherry on top my awesome GF of 2 years left me. not cuz of gambling but b/c im an asshole. how do you stay within your limits? how do u cope with the ups and downs? is that you minimize them.. a little up a little down? please some gambling advice. some life advice. i need it.... thanks for reading.