Originally Posted by
ravkes
Last week I went on a heater and made 700 bux on some nfl games off 100 bux, and later I just played casino games knowing I was gonna lose cause I felt guilty for gambling, I've lost more than I've won for sure, so I felt like i was gonna lose anyways.. I felt like I didnt deserve to win, it was some weird shit. First time I ever lost on purpose - almost like I was punishing myself for winning?? I dont even know what I was thinking looking back now.
.. and it's Sat now and I want to gamble again! Lol
Have any of y'all done that before?